This is what finally worked for me...

Burn the idea into the consciousness of every man that he can get well regardless of anyone. The only condition is that he trust in God and clean house."~Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition, Working With Others, pg. 98~

After years of telling myself that I was indeed strong enough to handle this drinking and drugging problem myself, I did give up control and hope as alcohol and drugs ruled over me. If I could not do it myself, to stand up against my weaknesses, who could and would? Something so much bigger and more powerful than I had to do it, I needed a savior, a much higher power. God was there waiting to pick the pieces of my body and soul, put me back together, and provide me with the strength I needed to clean up my mess, make amends, and live a purer, happier life. My part of the deal is to pass it on, to help others, and love everyone regardless...